Where were you…
Where were you when I was burned and broken
The days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and helpless
Because the things you say and do surround me.
While you were hanging yourself on someone else’s words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun
Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and change were planted Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight..into the shining sun
For reasons I don’t want to explain my cheating ex-girlfriend is still living with me in my own home. That’s fine, I just expect a little respect from someone who randomly dumped me after 15 years.
Tonight is one of her friends birthdays. This means there’ll be lots of other people there, people who I have no idea whom they are. My girlfriend, has no idea why this bothers me.
I know I have no claim to my girlfriend anymore, I know she is free to do whatever she wants. But could she have a little bit of a fucking heart. Doesn’t she know that she is the one who broke up with me — that I’m going to be sitting here wondering who she’s fucking behind my back.
Again, I know I’m not in the position to dictate anything from my ex-girlfriend. But, as long as she lives with me, I have no choice. My brain is not going to stop thinking about it just because are broken up.
I am such a worthless piece of shit pussy.